Karma police

I'd like to think that we are still best friends, but then its kind of not even worth still making an effort to hold on to that close friendship. You are the one person I rely on and love like this. You used to rely on me dearly, you used to want to see me everyday and be in my presence all the time, but now its different.

You treat me like a different person when you're around other people. I know the inside of you more than you think I do, and you can't seem to understand that I love you for being you. I will always love you for being you. I am the person that knows you inside and out.

And yet you hide it all away so well. You're so similar to me. Hide it away and pretend your life is happy and you are content with everything. Pretend you are a big tough man and you have no inner feelings, no inner focuses. Pretend you're not a human being. I took the time to get to know you and listen to you. You shared your inner you with me. I know it took some courage. Because you used to trust me.

You can hate me all you want, you can use me as someone to talk to when you're down and someone to hate when you're high up on your horse. You can do that. I am going to distance myself away from you. I'm not going to treat you with respect. I'm not going to go out of my way to see if you're alright.

Because, underneath it all you are a sweet anxious little boy. But you cover it up all so well. I know you better than you think I do. I wish you realized how much I would do for you.