Some days I don't have the will power and enthusiasm to face the world, face the people, face the sky
Because everything around me is a dark grey shadow of light and is forcing its way into my soul, one way or another
Kind of suffocating my freedom, I like the fresh air a lot
I'm sick of the grey dismal city, it has no flow and it has no style
Its just a flat square concrete jungle, with a greyness stuck on it
I feel trapped in my own body, I feel trapped in this fake superficial world that everyone else has made ever so perfectly for everyone to live their perfect happy lives in
I wish I was satisfied with my life and the environment around me, but truth is I am not and a lot of other people or not, the question here is - is it just me or is this society we live in and call 'normal' really normal or is it completely fucked? No one even bothers to question or try and fight against what they don't believe is right nowadays anyway because there is never a fair way.
I wish I could help some people why do I feel so deeply into other peoples souls? I can feel other peoples pain and guilt, and shame and sorrow. I feel like I'm looking for some sort of contentment that can never be fulfilled in life, so I think I need to try and make my life as good as possible. Sometimes a viewpoint can't change everything (physically).. I wish I could ponder off and dream for weeks on end, and wake up in a different reality, but this is the real world and that is not going to happen.
One day we will awaken and realize we've been living a dream all along,
because we are, just a dream of ourselves
Oh and happy birthday, I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Maybe I'm just too emotional
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