I realized my biggest fear of all time was loneliness. I hate being lonely and I feel lonely a lot.
I just want someone to prise the real Scarlett out, I want to have somebody there for me who understands me and my actions. I need somebody flexible, understanding and sweet.
I feel minuscule and inadequate to everybody else. I've started feeling more and more awkward in social situations. Even though I am a social person.
Man.. life is just a fucking process. And my process has hardly even begun. I've got decades more of memories to live in.
Time.. is on your side. But time doesn't even exist. Time is a perception.
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